AliveButNotBreathing

Hey I'm Ashley, I have suffered from depression. i think i am relapsing. ive gained lots of weight. im ready to get back down to my lowest weight. I was sexually abused but my cousins husband two years ago. its no longer a secret. I should be able to talk about this without it being a problem. my boyfriend got me to tell my parents about it. I'm thankful for it. but going the the process of telling my dad and the family on his side, going to court, having the see the guy, my cousin not believing me and no longer talking to me has been hard. i am not happy. I am only expressing how I feel on Tumblr. I am 16. Height: 4'11-5'0. CW: 99 lbs (44.0 kg) GW1: 95 lbs (43.1 kg) GW2: 90 lbs (40.8 kg) GW3: 85 lbs (38.5 kg). GW4: 80 lbs (36.2 kg). Now to make it to